Update on time since last posting....
July....began having weekly blood test because over the course of
time my white blood count had continued to climb with no indications of infection
August...luekemia confimed (still not sure I spell it right)
September...more test to confirm which level I am. If there is any
thing good about this disease..there are two types: Acute and Chronic. I have Chronic or (CLL) This type has to be closely monitored with blood and lymph node checks, but, I do not have treatments until syptoms begin. And as of Jan. I have no symptoms.
October...husband w/ heart disease developed a blood infection. Month spent in and out of hospital and home health. All is well now.
November...Fallout from (3) months previous!!
December-January...holidays. Daughter and family (total 5) move in with us
Our youngest grandchild was born in May and spent 1 month in neo-natal unit and has had 2 hospital visits since then. Needless to say medical bills are unbelieveable even with health insurance. So until they can recover financially they are staying with us. There is much clutter but, much love and hugs!
NOW...I find myself in Feburary 2007. I have gained almost all of my weight back. I probably weigh 207. I thought I would never see 200 again. Well, here I am and miserable. All everyone in the office talks about is weight and I have developed such an attitude about it. Of course, I hold all that inside. All I want is to get back to where I was a couple of years ago. That frame of mind. I know what works and need to just get started. So this is where I find
my starting place.